RAINY DAYS AND MONDAYS GET ME DOWN

Rain and fog yuck. Trying to find the bright side of this week has been really hard for me trying to stay upbeat when you feel sorta low. Went with Corbin to see his doctor yesterday and he so needs someone to help take care of things but he won't let me and sister is not stepping up to the plate and doing what needs to be done. I think if things don't chenge soon should I take over maybe even legally if I have to? What do you think out there?

Just Another Friday

So this is Human Rights weekend when we get to do whatever we humanly want to right? What a mouthful. But I am so happy that this week we have had nice weather here. It boosts your spirit when there is sunshine.I've been taking walks at lunch-time in downtown Salt Lake City. I work close to the Temple so it is always a pretty site. I've been watching them take down the Christmas lights what a big job. I kinda took for grantite just how much work went into making Temple Square so beautiful during the holiday season. I hope everyone else is enjoying this nice weather.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY

So today is my 7th anniversary of my 40th birthday. I know your only as young as you feel and the way some of my life is going right now I actually feel pretty young. So much has happened this year. I got seperated and divorced and I moved twice. My oldest son got married to a terrific woman and my second oldest son moved out to live on his own. Now that was a hard one I've taken specail care of that one to keep him healthy and alive for along time to relinquish control was very difficult. So first getting seperated I in no way expected to date or have much to do with that sort of thing for a long time. i have kids to raise and to me that was enough to worry about. But then I got this job and there is a man who works here and he and I started dating and I didn't espect to ever feel this way. But it has made me so happy I feel about 10 years younger.